A Revelation -- You ACHE to LOVE!

#352  Thursday, Feb. 19/15, 6:50am. At home

Awaken My World to a new holy day.

Still your heart.  Do not let it race ahead of My suggestions for you for today.  Put it at ease and surrender it to Me.

I come with Words of peace not upset.  I come to enhance the Joy in your life.  I come to comfort and console you.  What do you need from Me today, right now?

Tell Me.  Let Me answer the slightest concern.  I am your Master yes, yet your most obedient servant.

I have Created you, yes, yet o so willing to serve the very creature I have Created.

I am a parent who has called you into being and wants to care for every aspect of you.

--   Hold you close when you are crying.

--  Change you from struggling to calmness.

--  Clothe you with the finest purest garment of holiness and worth and joy and peace

--  To calm you when you are upset.

--  To take away your breath at a beautiful sunset

--  To allay your fears when you feel you are falling into the dark pit.

--  To be with you, sit with you, answer when you call

--  To be tender when you need a band aid

--  To be corrective when I know it is for your own good

--  To Love you unconditionally

I am your Dad.

Now, some of you may not have had the greatest experience with your Dad.

I am so sorry.  But that was then, this is now.  Come to Me and see how tenderly I will care for you.

I am not a drinker or an abuser or a name caller.

Are these some of the things you experienced with your earthly Dad?

I do not abandon or forsake you or leave you without a goodbye.  NEVER. NEVER.

Tell Me your experiences with your Dad.  Stop reading right here and tell Me honestly either through tears or grinding teeth.  Tell Me the sorrow that lies deep in you that was created by another’s actions.

I am here to listen and care for this massive tear in your heart.

I will listen quietly to all your explanations.  I will not interrupt or say “well it wasn’t that bad” because for you it was.

After you have explained all of your bad memories about your Dad, please just sit still with Me.

May I gently, o so gently, point out to you that all this mistreatment you received, that was inflicted on you, did not come from someone whose heart was healthy.

Even you have said “How could he have done this to me?”  Right?

Only a very sick, sick heart inflicts such pain.  Because it does not have a reservoir from which to draw love, kindness, patience, caring.

You cannot change the circumstances that caused his heart pain, nor can you change what happened to you as a child.  What happened truly happened and has left serious scars on your dear heart.

Do you want to go on struggling to live with these scars which you know are not healthy?

You can if you wish.

Yet I throw this out for you to consider.

Do you want to live a less scarred life?  A more scar-free life?

Because you know those scars cover up the parts of your heart that want to love tenderly, care often, show great patience.

Do you realize that your heart is now scarred as your Dad’s was and thus this cycle of pain and hurt from the Dad to the child will continue unless the scars are healed?

You can blame your Dad if you wish, for inflicting these scars.  But does that make you feel better?

Rather, why not blame Me for making every effort now to heal these scars of yours.

I may be the only one who sees how deep these scars run.  Not even you know what extreme effect they have on even the smallest parts of your life.  But I do, and I want them healed.

I really want your life scar-free.

Are you willing to blame Me for trying to heal you?  I will take the blame because that is what I want to do.  I want to heal you!  Not punish, put in your place, belittle you.

I want to raise you up.  Show you how worthy of Love you really are.  How precious you really are.

I want you to see how worthy others are!  Ooops.  I do not mean that you don’t, but really and truly you can’t when you do not think you are worthy in the first place.  Any Love you try to give does not come from a healthy heart and thus is not unconditional love.

Did you realize that your healing will heal others --- even just casual acquaintances?

But let’s not worry about that or be concerned about that right now.

Just tell Me.  Do you want to be healed from the scars you endured as a child?  YES or NO.

If it is YES, then I will jump in and get started.

If it is NO, I will step back and wait patiently just in case you change your mind.

Which of your answers do you think will lead to a brighter future for you?

Which of your answers do you think will release you from your past pains and sorrows?

I am not telling you that you have to go back and dig them up on your own and review them to relive the moments.

Your heart is not in a healthy space to even dare to do that.  That is like inflicting a scar on a scar on a scar.

So, if your answer first and foremost is YES, then come and sit with Me and tell Me, not yourself, your painful memories.  I will cry with you, I will put a gentle hand on the heart scar and heal it.

I will LOVE you.  For really that is what you have really missed in all of this --- unconditional LOVE.

Each scar is simply but powerfully a sign of lost Love.  And our hearts are only healthy when they are Loved.  So when we experience a withdrawal of Love, our hearts become scarred.

I want your scarred heart healed for your sake.  So you will not, in years to come, cry out to Me and say “I have inflicted on my child what was inflicted on me.”

What an even greater scar this creates – children who don’t love you because of how you treated them.

So let’s take care of your hurt heart right now.

Let’s start right now.  It is never too late.

NEVER, EVER tell Me that it is too late to start.  Those words are not commands, but reassurances to you that it is NEVER too late to seek healing.

I tell you and so it is so.

Come to Me, sit with Me, tell Me your life pains.  Nothing is too BIG or too small for Me to hear and care about.

I want you healed.  Did I say that before?  Well I will say it again. I want you healed so the love you thought you lost in your childhood will relive in your heart NOW.

I can do this.  I want to do this.  I want you healed.

If you want to be healed and I want you healed I think we are in agreement and what a great place from which to start --- both of us with each other in mutual Love one for the other.

Let’s get started, right now.  Put down this reading and sit with Me.  I Love you.  I know you want to be Loved, even more importantly ----  GET THIS  --- I know you want to be able, to be free to Love with caring, patience, kindness, joy.

What a revelation --- you ache to Love!!!

You see your heart was made for loving yet when it is so scarred it can’t, so a large part of you has been crippled, as if you had a broken body part, and so your heart cannot live up to its potential.

Wow, say it “I ache to Love, Lord.”

“My heart, Lord, aches to Love.”

                                                                                                                                            

It is no longer about the lost love but the really and truly true ache “to Love.”

Did you ever think this way before?  Were you more concerned about what hurt you in the past that did not let you see what the real pain was?

Not that you were not loved, but that your heart ached to love and there was no place to put it!

Oh, God, what a revelation!

Do you see why I write you to come and sit with Me?  I have so much glorious Good News to share with each of you.

Come and be filled with Me this Lent.  I LOVE you.  Come to learn how to love from the Maker of Love.

I AM free of charge.

#351   Feb. 17/15, 5pm, at home

Come aside and listen to My Gentle Voice.

I will not speak harshly to you.  I will only speak the Truth which may seem harsh to your tender emotions, yet I only want you better, not feeling hurt or insulted.

If you feel hurt or insulted come aside and tell Me what I may have said that has so upset you.

Are you willing to spend some time with Me just to share with Me what is on your mind – what you have heard from Me that may have upset you?

If you are looking for an answer I will speak. But if you just want to vent your feelings, then I will gently listen and not interrupt and not deign to give advice.

A hurt heart is sometimes not ready to hear Words of Truth and Trust.

It only wants to spill over all the emotions that have been building up in it.  So Please never hesitate to come aside and sit with Me and tell Me your heart-hurts.

You may only come aside for a minute or two and that is aok.  You may feel you need an hour or more to express to Me all the pain that has built up in your heart.

I have all the time in the World, so never think that you are bothering Me or taking Me from a more important task.  You, yes you, --- point to yourself --- are My Beloved One.

I care that your heart aches and breaks and is lost for what to do and where to go.

I will listen in total silence, if you wish, as you express either softly or very loudly what is hurting you so.

You may tell Me that I don’t understand. 

You may tell Me that I really don’t care about you.

Did you realize you can come aside and share all of your pain with Me at no charge?

My Presence in your life is free of charge.  You don’t have to go to a certain address to find Me or even use your phone, Ipad or whatever.

I am with you every second, very, very close to you every, every second.

All you have to do is take the time, small or big, and tell Me what is wrong.

Tell Me “Heh God this is what is driving me crazy”, or “heh God why did You let this happen --- I was so happy and now this turn of events?”

“O God, you have never been there for me.”

“I hate how You never seem to help me but you help others.”

“God, I don’t even want anyone to know I am talking to you.  They will think I am so stupid.”

“And God, if I talk to you about my hurting heart, does that mean I will have to start praying every day and behaving nicer than I have been?”

Why would you think I would demand that of you?

Do you see Me as a demanding God or a Loving God.  I presume you think I am more demanding than Loving.

I invite you to come sit with Me and chat to Me, talk to Me, yell at Me, get My Attention.

I have not said come and sit with Me only if you intend to listen to ALL I say and do what I say.

Would you believe that if that were the case, not even the greatest saint could have come aside and sat and chatted with Me.

I do not want you to change and be false in front of Me.  I want the all of you, the parts of you that I Created and the parts of you that you have created. 

You may not have been comfortable with how I made you and thus you have added parts, pieces, that do not survive well with the parts I Created.  And then the body/soul do not function to the fullest of your purpose in the World.

Bring ALL of you to Me.  Do not leave anything out thinking that I may not like to see the tattoos or the piercings, or the language or the outfit.

I Care about you!  The you I Created that came into the World with nothing but My Love. The you that you have adorned as part of being a person here on earth.

You know yourself that you are more than the hair-do, the make-up, the swaggering walk.

You know this because even with the adornments, you still can cry, you still can feel hurt, you still can get upset and frustrated and angry.

So there is so, so, so much more to you than the adornments, clothing, hair-dos, etc.

That is the part of you I see.  That is the part of you that needs My Care.  You can always change the hair-do and the clothing, but you can’t take care of your spiritual heart side.

Sure you can hide behind drugs and alcohol, but they never, never, never address the you that needs My Caring Love to nurture and nourish you.

So remember to come aside whenever and tell Me – the Care-Giver of your heart -- what troubles you.  You can even tell Me you aren’t looking for My Advice but simply just need a listening ear that won’t make fun of the hidden hurts in your heart.

I Love you so I will never, never, never make fun of any of your hurts.  I don’t want you feeling hurt so I will bend over backwards to show you that I care for the BIG and small pains in your heart.

And did you realize that we sometimes are able to see and identify the BIG hurts but not always able to see the small hurts.

Funny eh, that sometimes it is not the BIG hurts that really do the most damage.

Bring up some small thing from the past.  Do you see that if it still was not affecting your heart you would not be able to recall this tiny hurt.

So it is important to you.  Right?  It is important to Me too because it hurts your heart that I want healed and whole and able to really enjoy all the adornments that you enjoy decking your body with. 

We seek to complete ourselves with this new thing or that new thing, and yet as soon as we get it, it does not satisfy us, so we look for more, different, outstanding, hoping beyond hope that this or that will make you complete.

I must tell you that I AM THE ONLY ONE who can make you feel and be complete.

And again I am free of charge.  I charge no cost to come into My Presence and share even your dirtiest laundry with Me.

I Love you.  I do not see Dirt.  I see My dearest Beloved One.  My One and Only you.

Can you imagine, have you ever stopped to think how very rare you are.  Not because you have gone to the moon, or are a great actor, or have a beautiful singing voice, or seem to be disabled.

You are one of a kind.  That is how much God Loves you.  He made you one of a kind.

Think of the rarest jewel in the World.  It is NOTHING in comparison to you.

It cannot converse with Me.  It cannot thank and praise Me because it is so unique.  It cannot spend eternity with Me.

You are not only My Beloved One.  But the rarest of My Beloved Ones because you are one of a kind.

Now come to Me.  Tell Me that you are most rare because you are one of a kind.

I will rejoice with you as you come to realize how much I Love you.

You will not be in competition with anyone else in the World for My Love!  Because you are so rare, a one of a kind, I Love you unconditionally.  I do not compare you to any other person, because there is no one out there like you, so to whom would I compare you? 

Well, she’s taller  --  but that is not you.

He is smarter – but that is not you.

We have compared ourselves for years with this person, with that person.  You know this is true Margo, yet I NEVER have compared you to another.

Why have we let our hearts stray so far from the ONLY ONE that Loves you unconditionally?

Tell Me each day that you are most content with you.

Come, come, come aside and let Me hear your pain and then come again tomorrow and tomorrow.

Just “Jesus my heart is hurting.”  You can say that with one breath, so none of your time is lost or wasted.

I want you healed, happy and whole.  I am the Only One who can fulfill all your needs.  Come aside My Beloved One and be at peace.

Grab a friend if you need to and come aside with Me.

I am waiting most patiently.  There is no time frame that you have to meet.  I am always here waiting for you.

I Love you, you are My Beloved One.  One and only Beloved One.

Justify your anger?

#350   Wed. Feb. 11/15, 2:40pm, at home  

I have called you aside.

Come and sit with Me and listen to My Words that I know the World needs to hear.

Do not try to side track My Words.  Be patient with Me as I share with you and others lessons that we all seek to learn.  Plan nothing.  Remember to come to Me and ask if this or that is what I want done not what you think should be done.

These Words of Mine will flourish in the hearts of many.  A few you may know and yet there are many you will not know and do not have to know otherwise you are writing for your glory and not Mine. 

Be most content to see how they have affected your soul.

You see the gent in Church that you had anger towards, but no longer do you carry that anger because you heeded My Words on anger and hurts from the past.

What a release and relief for your soul that you can be at Mass and not have your soul distraught, but rather have your soul focused on Me coming sincerely into your soul at Communion. 

I would not have it any other way.  Remember, I have told all of you that if you have something on your heart, first go and have it cared for then bring Me your gift.

I urge all of you to read #268 again and again if you must, because you cannot squeeze Me into a heart that has not first endeavored to cleanse itself from anger.

Some of you may come to receive Me and your heart is not the purest of pure, but what I want from you is to see that you are trying, through My Instructions, to be rid of your anger.

If you say “No Lord, I just can’t get over that hurt or anger.”  Then you are telling Me that I am not worthy to be received by you.

You may still come to Communion, but please tell Me to what benefit.  It would be better that you do not receive Me because then, at least then, you are admitting that your soul is not making every effort, even starting sincerely to make an effort to dispel, cast out anger and forgive.

I want you WHOLE.  You cannot receive the Fullness of Me when you are angry, and you know it.

Do not play games with Me.  Do not say that your anger is separate from receiving Me in Communion ---  that you do not have to address your anger because you have every right to be angry.

Who told you that?  Did I tell you to be very angry about this or that?  So you will use the fact that I got angry in the temple to justify you getting angry.  Interesting.

Because are you then willing to go to the Cross and Love everyone so much as I did EVEN knowing that they all would not come to Me and abide in Me and listen to My Word. 

Do you dare to come before Me and justify your anger?  Yet you do when you receive Communion and still refuse to forgive and not be angry.

Can you see the guilt you carry?  No you can’t otherwise you would never come before Me in this state of hurt and anger.  This is not a state of Grace you come to Me in.  This is a state of misery and un-trust that I will put all things right.

Do not try to fool Me that you are so righteous and others so, so unrighteous.  Come to Me begging Me to remove all from your soul that stops you from lovingly relating to Me.

I want your soul.  I do not want a soul that you think is righteous and ready to be with Me.  I want you to beg Me to allow Me to come into your soul and make it a resting place for Me.

In many cases it is not a resting place but a riotous place where all condemnation of this or that about others is going on. 

I want you so humble that you will come quietly to Me and beg Me to show you what your soul is doing when it is in such turmoil.

When you are accusing, when you are judgmental, when you say you have a right to be angry you most certainly have not checked into My Most Sacred Heart and seen how much I Love you and those you are angry with equally.

If I love them, and I do, and you proclaim to be a follower of Mine, then you must too --- without anger, without righteous anger, without judgment.

Do you see how we want to defend God because we say ‘that is not part of God’s plan.’

Yet I have not heard you say that to Love unconditionally is part of God’s Plan.

So if I am angry, what do I plan to do to make things right?

Will I stand before God and tell Him all that others are doing wrong in His Earthly Kingdom?

What if He asks me to abandon all this pain and anger and let Him take charge.  First of all to take charge of my heart and use His Tender Love to make me more faithful to His profound teaching of Love Me, Love your neighbors.

Am I willing to give up this fight for justice if He asks Me to  --- and He has!

Because it is not a fight for justice.  We cannot fight and still Love – it does not agree with our nature!  We can stand for justice but if we don’t express it with the most loving tones and based on God’s equal Love for me and others, then we are not standing for God’s Ideals.

We have formed our own.  They are based on our false God image of who God is and how He wants Me to live.

I, God, ask you are you willing to give up all of you to Me?

Your anger, your gossip, your righteousness that you hang onto indicates that you are not willing to give up all of you to Me.

It is a simple question.  Will you hand over all the good and all the bad that you see and have taken in and give it all over to Me so that I can work on it and make ALL things right?

This is the God who Created you.  I told Adam, and I tell you, not to eat of the Tree of good and evil.  You cannot deal with the Fullness of good nor the Fullness of evil and that is why I have asked you not to feed from it.

It will distort your very image of Me. 

You do not have to fix anyone Margo (& others).  You do have to bring them to Me to fix and make whole.

You do not have to argue with others.  When they are so full of anger they cannot see My Light, so no matter what you say trying to quench the flames of anger, you will not succeed and then feel discouraged and then feel l let you down by not giving you the Words that would stop their anger in their tracks.  You want to be the one to turn this individual around ---- oh such pride!

You know the solution, the one and only solution.  Bring your precious soul and their precious soul into My Most Sacred Heart.

Here I will burn away your pride in wanting to defend Me and their anger in wanting to defend Me.  My Truth!

Do you see the destructive nature of the other’s anger?

It may not draw you to anger, but it certainly will draw you to try to succeed to quench their anger by your mighty words  ---  your pride in knowing Me and My Thoughts.

Crazy eh?

He is expressing My Truths with his anger.

You are expressing My Truths with your pride.

Neither works.  Neither is TRUTH.

Eeeeegad.  Don’t you love this lesson!!!

Both of you need My Healing.

Both of you have to address your souls before coming to receive Me in Communion.

Leave him to Me to fix.

Come to Me and let Me fix you.  Come before each Communion and allow Me to point out to you what you need to hand over to Me before receiving Me.

You tell Me “Lord I am not worthy that you should enter under my roof”  --  so now you can say it with fuller insight and clarity.  It is not the other’s soul you must concern yourself with, but only yours.

Thank you for letting Me reveal this to you. 

Thank you for not shying away from letting Me reveal to you.

Thank you for not feeling ashamed that I have to, want to continually draw you closer and closer to Me.

Come rejoicing before the Lord that I will willingly reveal to you all that still hangs heavy in your soul.

God Bless each of you who are willing to journey closer and closer to Me.  What a great adventure.  What a healthy adventure for your eternal soul.  No gym can promise you such a healthy return for the time you spend with Me.

Come and adore – I wait for you with open arms.  Come adore.