#34 Sept. 9, 2012, Sunday, 12:30pm
(I just finished reading the book “Mister God this is Anna” – by Fynn – a true story and it dawned on e that “I am to want for nothing.” I want to be free from fear, anxiousness, pride etc. The only thing I need to want for is EVERYTHING – that is – God. God show me this, if this is what you want me to write about, if not that is perfectly fine with me.)
As you were reading the last part of this book, I nudged you to apply it to yourself and you did.
You have caught the message, now endeavor to apply it.
Ask Me for the Graces so that what you desire is not the lack of something such as emotions, feelings etc. but the lack of something you need. You need Me.
So when you ask Me to take away your fears and/or anxious times, change it around.
Do not ask to be free of these, but ask to be more and more full of Me.
We want for this and want for that, yet all anyone needs is Me.
You waste valuable time and graces asking for things.
(Ahh, I just caught myself going back to see what I had written – but this book is not what I have written but what He has asked me to write. I need you on these pages Lord. I do not want or need my interpretations of You on these pages.)
So back to the topic. We want to be rid of certain things without realizing that once these things go, what fills this void? Once fear goes does greed sneak in to take its place?
Wanting something gone that you see as a flaw or a part of you that you don’t like is not the same as wanting Me to fill all of your inner spaces.
If I ask you ‘what will you replace the fear with?’ what would be your answer? Peace, ease, comfortableness, unfear? That is what you want in place of your fear right? And that is natural.
Now, though, I am going to ask you to step it up a notch.
Instead of asking to be free from this anxiety/fear you have at certain situations, ask to be full of Me for all situations. Do not only reference Me in the tough times but also in the good times.
I am still lacking in you because I am not your center all the time.
And yes you say you are trying. I know this. But you did ask Me to explain to you what the book had sparked in your soul and I am endeavoring to do it.
So don’t interrupt Me with ‘well I thought I was already doing this or that’.
Obviously not, otherwise I would not feel you needed further explanation.
Remember when I am speaking to you it is because your heart has asked to be closer to Me and I want to honor your request.
So turn none of My explanations away as if I have said them already or you know that already.
I do not waste Words.
All I have to share with you is to bring you closer to the beating of My Heart. So that your heart will be in rhythm with Mine.
So the message is a very simple prayer. ‘Lord, instead of asking to be free from my fears, anxiety, etc. give me the Grace to ask to be full of YOU.’
Remember I want to fill all ‘the want’ places and spaces in your heart.
If ANYTHING else takes My Place, you are less full of Me and more full of you.
And, I ask you, can you make the wind blow, the birds fly high and low, can you color the flowers just so? Can you breathe on your own?
So you see the ‘you’ is very limited whereas the Me is Limitless – can take you beyond ‘you’ to much greater heights and depths of My Creation.
NOTE: I am in charge anyway!
I have allowed this book to touch you in many ways – to show you more bits and pieces of who I am and who I want to be for you.
Do your needs and wants outstrip what I can supply? Do you feel an earthly solution will suffice your needs and wants?
Why do other earthly solutions gain more trust than My Solutions?
Check with Me first.
If I wish to come to you and thru earthly circumstances I can and will do it if I think that is the answer. But don’t hesitate to ask Me first – I am serious.
Ask Me first!
What do you really want for the women in need of post-abortion healing? Have you asked Me what I want for them?
So ask Me now and I will reveal it to you.
I need them to know My Love, My Mercy, how I behold them as My Beloved – put this on your PR site. Put My Words out there. I want them in a deeper relationship with Me than they had before. I want them to know their child’s love which is unbounded by space or time. I want them to know they can talk to Me, chat with Me, explain to Me and they will not be interrupted or challenged. I want them to know that I am Greater than any sin. I am in love with them, to strengthen them, to abide in them, to sustain them, to encourage them, to cry and laugh with them. I am the best friend they will ever have. I outshine the Sun. I need no assistance. I am assistance, help, faithful, kind, patient, before them, surrounding them. I am a patient lover. I will not stop loving and waiting. That is My character. I want them to know Me as the True Force in their life. I can erase all doubt, erase all vanity, erase all dislikes.
I have Sacrificed all to be ALL to them. I answer to everyone who calls on My Name. I am God of ALL.
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