#15 July 3, 2012, 3:30pm St. Catherine’s before the 4pm ‘retreat mass’ – once again I started the rosary and God called me to write.
God alone knows the working of each person’s heart. Do not fear not knowing another’s heart, just praise God that He does and He knows how to read and work in other’s hearts.
Give Him the freedom to exercise this Loving Power.
Open your heart not only to receive His Love but to release others into His Love.
If you don’t love as Jesus Loves them, then you don’t love Jesus. You don’t believe He can work miracles in others –He has worked miracles in yours and wants to continue to do so.
You are thinking ‘you don’t like Me talking in the 3rd person’ as if the God I speak of is not Me.
Well this God who shares with you is Me and I tell you whether I speak as Me or about Me, it is Me who is speaking.
Harden not your heart. Put no boundaries on Me.
You are funny, though you obediently write what I am telling you, you still want to have your say somewhere.
I delight that you feel you can be this personal with Me.
I hope you will delight in the fact that our relationship is beyond personal. It is heart-felt, deeper still, it is soul, it is all.
We talk about having a personal relationship with God, yet we think that is the climax of this relationship.
How slow you are to learn to acknowledge that I want to be closer to you than your blood relatives, than your confessor, than you yourself.
Don’t try to hide the fact that you are proud you have a personal relationship with Me. I know how you felt about Me years ago – it was not personal because you knew and trusted only you.
Now you have let go a bit of yourself – it definitely is still a lot of distrust.
I know you don’t like to hear this, but I speak this TRUTH with all tenderness of Heart. If I did otherwise, you could not Trust Me. I will not be false and I hope you realize this.
Again this is an adventure. I will surprise you and know that when you are surprised you realize it is Me and our relationship deepens because you are happy I am in your life.
Don’t stop being surprised. Then you will stop awaiting My coming. Each surprise is “My Coming”, My Company, My Love, My Devotion to My Beloved One.
Remember to praise and thank Me for all the surprises I want to give you. NOTHING is by chance. My Hand is all over your life.
Nothing happens without My Approval – NOTHING.
Some, you say, could seem negative, but knowing it is Me takes away all the sting of what you call negative. It is only negative in YOUR eyes.
I do not deal in positive or negative. I deal in Love.
It is hard to communicate since you see things as negative – poor health, bad news, etc. whereas it is not so; or you see them as positive – something you have done to make your life happier, funnier, gayer, good.
You have not created these moments, I have.
You can create NOTHING. You can, and I encourage you to, only receive each moment as a new Creation from Me.
HELP – I am not sure why I felt that word had to go there. Maybe I want you to ask Me to Help you come to fully realize this marvelous Blessing – I AM IN CHARGE.
God Bless, be still and don’t ponder, just be. My on-going presence through Creation is enough for you.
