#326 Wed. Dec. 3/14, 5:11am, at home (bedside book)
How My People yearn for My Words.
I speak Truth, profound Truth that stills a racing heart.
I want My People to be at Peace – not among themselves so much as to be at Peace with themselves – that their soul knows Me and relies on Me for all.
Do not disturb their sleep. Do not let them be awake wondering.
Let it all be put in Me.
I ache to be your friend, your dearest friend in whom you can confide. I will never betray you.
Fear not leaving your darkest secrets with Me. Let My Heart receive them willingly.
Really, the only important secrets we keep are those we try to keep from Me by denying them even to yourself.
Turn away from keeping secrets from Me.
What I mean is please do not hesitate sharing your secrets with Me.
Someone should hear all that lies in secret in your heart. And I am the only one that can care for your secrets.
I will pour My Love Balm over them.
When you think of it, why do we have secrets?
Are they always good secrets?
Are some dark that you fear to bring to the light of day?
Even if you have a happy secret, you need to share it with someone.
So, pick Me. I will not deride it, make fun of it, but rather I will take it to My Most Sacred Heart and Love it.
If it is a dark secret, I will do the same.
Dark secrets need My Cleansing Love. Your soul cannot survive carrying dark secrets.
Dark secrets do not carry any light.
So, where they are, they darken all that is around them, because you have to spend a lot of time keeping them secret.
So, the face and manner you put on is always darkened, less bright, than if you had shared this secret with Me.
It all comes down to sharing even what you see as your darkest secrets with Me.
Not confessing them because they may be sinful, but rather bringing them to Me and asking Me to clean them up for your soul’s sake.
You see, sometimes when we confess a dark secret, we take it back with us into our souls instead of leaving it with Me asking Me most sincerely to cleanse it and all around it that has been contaminated by this dark secret.
Let’s say you confess an abortion. Many women and men carry this for years as a dark secret.
What happens if you confess the abortion not realizing all the junk this sin carries with it? The hurts, anger, grief, un-love it comes with.
So you confess the abortion and do not even realize that your soul is still maimed and dis-formed by all the trappings this sin carries with it.
Self-blame, blame, guardedness, shame, horror, un-forgiveness, deadliness, tears, sorrow, hopelessness.
So not even realizing this, you still carry a heavy part of this dark secret even after confessing.
We say “I know God has forgiven me, but I can’t forgive myself.”
Well the devil will let you try to work on that part for the rest of your life, if you let him.
His words are NOT TRUTH.
Ask Me, Ask Me, Ask Me, to continue to reveal to you what needs further healing.
Do not, I command you, endeavor to forgive yourself.
It is impossible and will continue to keep you walking around in ever darkening circles.
You see, one of the biggest secrets that the devil keeps to himself is that ‘God forgives ALL.’
I am not a Partial Forgiver. When I Forgive a sin, I Forgive it ALL.
The only twist is that you may not realize the “ALL” of the sin.
And thus still be stuck thinking about the abortion and how you can go about forgiving yourself now that you have confessed it.
Ask Me to reveal to you all the junk that comes with every sin.
A sin is not pure – that is, it does not stand on its own.
It carries guilt, shame, disappointment, hopelessness.
It carries disfiguring entities that further invade your soul.
Like --- what brought you to this sin? Is there a previous sin to this sin that led to this next sin?
Were you really angry? Did that lead you to further sin?
Were you really hurt? Did that lead you to the next sin?
Have you already abandoned Me? Did that lead to the next sin?
Each sin has causes and effects hanging all around it. These always need to be addressed.
They may not be a sin in themselves, yet they can lead to further sin because we do not recognize their damaging effects on our soul.
If I steal, what brought me to that point?
If I curse and swear taking My Name in vain, what brought me to do this?
If I lie, what brings me to do this?
And then not only where was this sin born from, but what off-springs does the sin bring with it?
I want you to sincerely not just look at the particular sin but ask Me to reveal to you what led you into this sin, and what happenings this sin brings with it that further deteriorate your soul.
I want My People healed, at peace with their precious soul, happy, joyful -- the Joy only I can bring.
So bring your secrets to Me and let us sit together and look at them and discuss them and how together we can make your soul much lighter this Christmas.
I Love you, I want you at Peace. I want your soul so, so healthy so I have lots of room to set up My Home in your soul.
“Jesus Loves me.”
