#31 August 27,
2012, Monday, 9:30am – st. Theresa’s
before the Blessed Sacrament.
The Lord asked me to let the Bible fall open and read what
was before me. “the obedience of the
Lord’s servant.” Is 50 4-11
I wanted you to read
this to realize that all I am telling you will not be accepted by all.
This seems to shock you.
Did you think all sorts of people would love to hear My words on certain
topics. Not likely.
This has made you feel sad.
Now you have a slight insight into how My heart aches for all those whom
I love.
Your heart cannot ache this way because you do not know and
love All as unconditionally as I do. If
I did not love unconditionally, I would care less if they heed My word or
not. Their response does not make Me
love less, but it is all part of My agony, My Cross and now you get to share in
a bit of it.
When you embrace the
Cross it is really only embracing the small Crosses I bring into your life.
I ask you now to embrace My Cross --- oh says you --- this
is totally different --- yes it certainly is.
And how blessed you and others are to come to this realization. You see it is not about your small crosses in
life – that is all about you. Rather it is all about My Cross, sharing in My
Cross that brings light and life to the world.
And you thought I wanted to show you from this reading of
Isaiah how you may suffer because all will not accept this writing. But alas, and yet alleluia, it has nothing
to do with you and how you may be scoffed for writing these thoughts of
Mine. Rather it is about the fact that
even My people – some of them – will not accept My words written through
you. It is not a denial of you. It is a denial of Me and how and through whom
I wish to make Me known. They deny
belief in Me, not belief in you.
Which, ultimately, is more important – belief in Me and My
words or belief in you my servant?
This is a great and blessed revelation to you. So don’t sit in sadness that My words you
write will not be accepted by all.
Rather rejoice that some will be led to Me and My marvelous grace and
blessings and love and mercy.
Do not get caught in the devil’s deceit that some will turn away
and how horrible that will be! He will
never reveal to you that many will be touched and saved by these words of Mine.
He (the devil) wants you to take ownership of these words
and thoughts so then you will be discouraged if some do not accept them. When these feelings come over you, KNOW they
are not from Me. They are meant for you
from the devil to distract you from wanting to be My servant and write as I
have asked you to do.
He does not want My words to reach a single soul, so he will
make you feel sad and discouraged that All will not believe these words I have
asked you to write.
Remember the young man in the gospel who turned away? He turned away from Me not you. He did not want to grasp the depth of Truth
from Truth itself! So do not ever think
you will fare better than Me – hahaha
Now sit, gaze on Me, glorify Me, be grateful that your heart
is open to receive and record My thoughts.
Perhaps yours is the only soul I want to read this. Perhaps not. But take great solace, comfort in the fact
that I love you and want you forever to dwell in My heart.
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