My Lord, My God

#306  Sept. 30/14, Tuesday, 9:40am.  St. Theresa’s, before the Blessed Sacrament

My Lord and my God.

What a salutation.  I want you to know that I am that personal to you.  It is not “His Lord, His God.”  I want you to feel such a personal relationship to Me that you are never embarrassed to call Me “my Lord and my God.”

I do not mind if you use it in salutation or derision! You did not want to write the word derision, but I want you to know that I am your personal God and sometimes you may get good and mad and upset with Me.

But know this, your words uttered in derision cannot change My relationship with you.  You can say you are going to cast Me aside and do your own thing.

I will not let go.  I cannot be cast aside!  Doesn’t that make you even crosser, but I want you to know and live in the Truth.

Otherwise you would never feel worthy enough to return to Me if once you cast Me aside, you feel I had also cast you aside.  NO SUCH LUCK!

I embrace you deep in My Heart.  I yearn for your return, I do not give up hope in you.  I Love you from top to bottom, front to back.

You are Mine no matter how far away from Me you try to move.

Do not waste your time by trying and trying to cast Me aside.  I don’t want you to waste your energy on such a foolish endeavor.

I challenge you instead to talk with Me and tell Me why you feel you don’t need Me anymore.

I will not try to interrupt you or convince you as to why you shouldn’t.  You know deep down why you shouldn’t because that soul seed has been planted in you since you were created.

Explain to Me what you can do all on your own without My Help.  I am most serious.  Show Me what you can do that you don’t need Me for.

May I ask you some simple questions to get you started?

---  Can you cause the sun, moon, and stars to do as they are told in the heavens?

---  Can you ‘manufacture’ the air you need to breathe each day?
---  Can you count each hair on your head?
---  Can you create the intrinsic nerves of the eye?

But you may say that those things don’t really have anything to do with you.

Explain to Me right now, yes, stop reading and tell Me how these few things I mentioned or asked have nothing to do with you.

I want to hear from you.  I want your honest explanation.  I want you to know you have the opportunity to ask and ask and answer and answer and answer.

You cannot say I didn’t wait to hear from you or that I am not sincerely interested in hearing from you.

If I did not want to hear from you, I would have said so.

But I do want to hear from you.  Yes I do.

If I am not your God, who is the god in your life?

Is it power?  What can the god of power do for you?

Is it money?  What can the god of money do for you ?

Is it pride?  What can the god of pride do for you?

Is it self-esteem?  What can the god of self-esteem do for you?

I am not belittling you with these questions.  I truly want you to share with Me how you see God or god in your life.

You can’t say you don’t believe in Me, God, and not have put another god in My Place.

Have you made yourself your own god?  That it all depends on you, all that you see around you, you have control over, all that you do, write, think, say you have full control over.

Did you create the larynx so you can talk?

Did you create the muscles in your hand so you can hold a pen and write?
Did you create the trees that you can see, admire, climb, paint, lean against, find shade under?
Do you feel that there are no limits to what you can say, think, do?
Do you know all science, all math, all the universe puzzles?

So if each of you is a god unto him, herself, then you certainly will not look to others to help you with this or that because then you must admit that you can’t do it all.

Is the reason you abandon Me because I did not answer all your prayers, all your expectations, all your wants, as you would have Me do?

Do not lose sight of Me in the turmoil and happenings all around you.  Be aware of Me.  I should say, let’s start you and Me to be aware of a pretty flower in your garden that you did not create.

Let’s start small you and Me.  Start by recognizing that the eyelashes you have, whether they are glamorous or not were not of your creation.  They come with ‘you’.

I know who put them there!  Can you tell Me who put them there?  Sure you can say that they aren’t as nice as you would have made them, but remember you did not and cannot make them.

Are you dissatisfied with Me because you aren’t what you would have created as ‘you’ if you had been the Creator?

Do you see how we are falling back to the topic of content and discontent?

Is that why you have abandoned Me?  Because you are not content with My Ways?  Tell Me now right now, what makes you discontent about the way I Created you.

Shine the light of Truth on your heart and let’s look at your discontent together. 

Tell Me that the most handsome or beautiful person in the World is entirely content with how they look.  There is always something here or there that they would like to adjust, just even a bit.

So once a day sit with Me and let’s see what is it in you that wants to abandon Me.  Ask Me to show you and I most certainly will.

Do you know how much stamina it takes to not want to recognize Me as your God?   What a loss of energy and time when you spend your time, your God-given time, trying to prove Me not.  What a heavy, unnecessary burden to carry.

Come to Me, sit with Me.  Let’s talk.

I love you.  Say this phrase at least once a day for starters “Jesus Loves me.”