Fearing Fear

#493 Fri.  Feb. 19/16,  4:15pm, St. Theresa’s, before the Blessed Sacrament

O Savior You have come to Save.  You have come to save me.  You do not want me to concentrate on the others you have saved, are saving, will save, but concentrate on how much You want to save me.

How do I get that message across to you My Beloved One?  Why do you step away from My Gaze thinking I am talking about others and not about you?

I ache for you to know how much I Love you and how I want you to feel this Love in your soul.

How do I awaken My Spark of Love in your soul so that it becomes on fire to serve Me at all times?

Do you still pick and choose where you feel comfortable serving Me?  Funny eh.

If I call and ask you to serve Me what holds you back?

What excuse do you throw back at Me trying to worm your way out of this service?

Tell Me from the bottom of your heart why you want to toss aside serving Me in certain ways, places.

If I have asked, don’t you think I have asked you to do it for Me and in My Name?

Why the hesitation?  Why the very strong feeling of not wanting to do service for Me making up many excuses to see which one I will accept.

You still fear fear don’t you.

But if I don’t do this Lord I will feel much more content and You don’t want me to feel discontent do You?

Don’t you love the way you will turn My Words on Me because I spoke to you of content and discontent.

Ha, ha, you are funny!

I beg you to realize that if I have asked you to serve Me I will supply the Graces you need to serve Me.  You are still thinking in the you mode and how will I get through this service you are calling me to Lord?

Right, it is you inspecting you to see if you will feel ok doing this.

You must come to Me and ask Me to pour forth positive affirming Graces that will enable you to look to Me and thank Me for this call to serve Me.