Questions

#621  Tues. Jan. 24/17,  at home, 8:30pm

(Questions)

Come and sit with Me awhile.  Let Me catch any tears that you may shed.  Let Me kiss all that hurts and is harming your heart.

I want you well.  What has disturbed the peace you had at the start of the day?

Did you come to Me with it?  Or did you think you could work it out on your own?

How quickly we let go of God’s Hand and seek to find something or someone else to steady us.

But what do they have to offer?  Tell Me, honestly, what do they have to offer that I can’t offer you?

Oh, is it because you do not want to have to rely on Me all the time?  Where did that come from?  Why would you not want to rely on Me for everything, all the time?

Is it boring to rely on Me?  Am I not exciting enough to be with?  Do I not hasten to answer you as fast as you want to be answered?

I want to know.  What has thrown you off from coming and bringing all to Me”?

Did someone call you a God Freak?  Did someone seem disturbed when you brought God into the conversation?

Will you turn your back on Me and walk away?  Where will you go?  To whom will you go?  What has gotten under your skin about Me that you want to desert Me?

Because I know when you go elsewhere it is not a safe and happy place you are taking your soul to.

When you walk away from Me,  there is no other with the saving power I have, so why do you want to desert My Love and Saving Graces for something else that will never, never satisfy your soul.

Are we so afraid to trust in God?  So afraid that we will trust in finite things or even worse the devil himself?

What has brought this fear on?  What message has someone whispered in your ear that distracts you from following Me?

I have to ask you these questions otherwise you will say “See He really doesn’t care about me.” 

You know I do, but for some reason you are afraid to say out loud to your soul “Jesus really, really Loves me.”

Do you even feel you are walking away from Me?  Do you sense that you are putting more of something else in you and less of Me?

Or, how far from Me do you think you can go before it strikes you that you have moved very, very far from Me and My Love?

That is why, each day, each moment throughout the day we have to be sensitive to the fact that whatever I am doing is it dragging me away from God or drawing me closer to God.

It is when we let God slip aside in our day that sometimes, even without noticing it, we are talking with Him less and following Him less.

Do not deny this happens.  We can get so involved in this or that that we forget about the presence of God in our lives.

That is why I have encouraged you to repeat often – “What do You want me to do next Lord?”   This keeps you attentive to My presence in your life and keeps Me involved serving you.

I never want to stop Loving you and Helping you.  But if you do not call on Me that is what happens  -  I can’t step in and assist you if you don’t ask for My Help.

Help me Lord right now.  Help me to keep my focus on you.  Help me make clear and good decisions God.

I need you Lord.  Grace me so I will not walk off on my own again.  Leap in front of me Lord and shake me to my core.  Let me know that I need Your Love to survive and grow and delight, and ponder and plan.  I need you in my life Lord.

That is an order and a plea all rolled into one.  I use my free will right now Lord to get You back front and center in my life.

Thank You Lord for Loving me, for Your patience with me, for Your understanding of my human weaknesses.  Who else can I go to Lord but you who know the ALL of me and Love the ALL of me.

It puts a grin on my face Lord, that I am free to beg You to walk with me and You will!!  If I only knew the power of my free will when I use it to choose You above and beyond all else!  Why would I not use my free will more often to choose You who will then improve me to Love, Forgive and be at Peace.

No more questions God.  I choose You.  Thank You for Loving me. 

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